Saturday, May 13, 2006

ok this is my real last day in Pilani of this semester and i am right now making my yahoo website its called some geocities thing so whatever
i don't know what to write in this post but ya sure the trunk-tranfer yesterday was really a bad kinda experience for me and the packing today was also a bad experience
i will go back by a qualis (or something of that sort) most probably at 1 or 2 am of yesterday inverse's that is kal baad wala ok
so whatever i am not going to end this article so short so i am going to write a lot today , well maybe there's no telling to my moood , infact anybody's mood , isn't it ?
ye sabse bekaar post honi wali hai lagta hai ...
kabhi aisa lagta hai ki dil mein ik raaz hai jise kehna chaahon par main keh paaon na aankhon hi aankhon mein keh jati hai jo ye khamoshion ki hai kaise zubaan ai mere khuda mujhe itna bata kya aisa hi hota hai pyar jo na maine kaha jo na usne suna kya aisa hota hai pyar
wo sikander hi doston kehlata hai hari baazi ko jitna jise aata hai niklenge maidan mein jis din hum jhooom k dharti dolegi ye gagan choom k o o niklenge maidan mein jis din hum jhoom k dharti dolegi ye gagan choom ke nahi samjhe hain wo hamein to kya jata hai hari baazi ko jitna hamein aata hai
chalo bahut likh liya ab chein baj gaye hamein chalna chahiye

Friday, May 12, 2006

ok here i am in the ipc again writing as this is my kinda last day of this sem
so what am i going to write
ok i dunno
so this is a whole crap thing i m writing just bcoz jsfjlsj jsjgf ;;;; well why am i should think of a reason
so the sem in short , in fact not coz wen u recall it's not wat actually happened and i am not even trying to recall so forget it
memorable things perhaps ?
ok first things that come to my mind are sariska and khetri trips about which i haven't posted anything in my blog, should have but was looking for some photoblog or thing
then unmemorable negatively were me taking the system of acads here seriously
why should study to make an A, B or anything and what's the problem if the system (i.e. the faculty, the course and all) is bullshit and anything happens here. y shud that be of a concern to me. neways, maybe that was coz i had nothing else to do so that was the only thing that could possibly occupy my mind
and what else did i do, well in short i can say that i wasted ( well i also thot is there something like utilisation of time ) 4 and a half more months of my life
but what's the problem in that
the only problem is that i didn't like it
so should i change myself
how should i
why shoud i, just becoz i don't like the way it's going, well that's more than a reason so why did i not change it, how could i continue living like that, well that's not a big problem, i m doing it right now, so what the problem in doing like this
well there is no problem in doing like this but at this moment a am not disliking or hating what i m doing but why do i do things i don't wanna do and why do i not do things that i wanna do ?
well i dunno why but i am (as ususal) not letting/trying/encouraging my brain to think about it
so forget that too
what now
ok unremembering whatever i wrote until now jksfsjfjshjn jksdnfjks
jkljs nsnj jslaj 4ejoi ljsaj jwajlj what am i writing
writing is some symbols thrown together to form some meaning kinda thing and jthe =jsgkjwaje
jsjdklfr ewjlj 98095r83528939
why did i write numbers at the end; hey this is really sexy method of thinking aloud as they say ksjdfkldsjf iam enjoying it ddjsfkjsdituje3l;0o3wr
so waht now hey taht was a spellling miskte so waht whya am i caering avout it hey hthere are oto mahy maistake s in my thing ok i shout d do someting avbout it my tyoping shouled be fast and free of tyopo eerers or ok fkjdsjfkjskjdfkjsjfkjskfjkljsfrjewojewoiuroiwurqwroiuwfj klnvsmcnfui4hfrhjfjklsuri3uqroijalfjejeurj
yoo mannnndfjjdsfjie
ye kya hua pehle na aisa hota tha main hoon kahan ye jannon na koi mujhe itna batade taknfkds
ki i dunno what comes after dso flds
deewana main hoon deewana tera deewana main hoon deewana tera mausam hai mastana uspe dil deewana deewana tera tujhe hi pookare ye marzi teri too aaye na aaye
deewana dhooondti hooon jalakar jo chup gaya hai wo parwana dhooonti hoon tu ru ru ru
ok lets go and do some sita job ok
da
no this comp may be has no java thing installed so what shall i do ok continue this faaltoo thing
the end for this thing ok