am sitting in front of my computer after having submitted the plcc assignment (using a deadline) and after coding almost the whole time for two days , i feel like am going to get the best sleep today and also feel like ... umm.. actually nothing like it made me more adverse to software job ... maybe subconsciously or maybe just making a clear cut disticntion between work: laborious and work : lovely -- actually the word "work" sounds as if by default itself it's not fun ... whatever ... i don't think this is going to be a long blog and i think am just going to practice my typing somehow and i don't know if i can do much justice to the thing -- hey i just noticed that i always use my left thumb to hit the spacebar button -- i think the left hand is more apt at doing things unconsciously doing things like that whatever that means-- hey i even don't know what i should be thinking and what i should not be thinking and whatever is going over here is not going to make difference in what is not going to happen and bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla -- hey bla is more difficult to write than many other things and i don't why but i like the way i write except the fact that i hit the backspace button many more times than i type all the other characters combined -- mathemactically that way you can't write anything coz |hit buttons| < |backspaces| -- got it ?? if not don't worry -- am writing this while i am feeling just to sleepy to do anything and i don't know why i write things that i don't understand and whatever is happening to me i cant' describe i dont' know how to say this but bla bla bla bla bla bla bla -- ya difficult to write and whatever ......

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should i be writing in leet now .. na .. nay ... no ... nonononon hikli kunja chungi klasdjfkljasdkfjklsdjkljsakl

bye bye for now and see you in hell apollo boy tumy ja ku la ye po re da sum ka red sleezy krite bero kkero nowere nero hero zero toru fodu lodu meeti mitti / / (bye bye ..... bye bye = // got it ????? ) zinda zindabad murda zindagood hi hi hi